God knows the best.
Finally,  I have worked here for three months.
For me,  the first month is the hardest month ever! It was the moment I have to struggle so damn hard to deal with the new environment,  deal with all the children I didn't get used to before. Even when you ask my opinion about children,  errrr.....I don't like children. But it doesn't mean I hate them. It simply because I never play with children or I never let myself to be closer to children. They are little bit iritating.
All the opinions,  feeling disappeared after I work for this 3 months.
I surely understand that the beginning of every work must be hard. What I need to do is just survive, try to deal with it and get it through,  and of course I have to beat it, win over it!!
I try so hard how to teach children,  how to make them like me,  how to treat them,  and how to make them CLEVER.
The second month I began to get used to my work environment. I step by step began to understand how to treat children,  how to mingle with them. I don't have to be their teacher all the time,  but I need to be their friend. Once they feel comfortable with me,  they can easily absord what I teach to them. I think that is the key.
JUST GIVE YOUR HEART TO THEM.
Children can know which one is fake and which one is real.
And on this third month,  I am no more a trainee. My probation period is officially over through this letter.
This letter prove me that if there is a will there must be a way!
Just teach with heart and let God do the rest.
Now,  I have chosen what I will do.I love teaching and I'm sure through teaching I can help so many people and children.
Thank to God who guide my path this far. What I did months ago is indeed worth-doing!!