to be different doesn't mean we have to be apart

Sometimes we are in troubles, and in another time, we can get along well. It is the way we build a relationship, and today, you are so sweet…..

I love you I love you more than before, the more we pass the days, the more I can not stay away from you, wanna hold you and stay so closed with you…

So naïve as to pretend that we are the same, because the reality shows the opposite, we are not same. Everything is different, baby…. We are not same at all…

Can not close my eyes and then say that there is no difference between us, and there is a big big gap indeed. Like I stay near the beach and you stay far far away in the top of a mountain. You like this one, I like another one. You like the moon, I choose the stars. Different, baby….

But, everything grows….. situation can be changed…

One day I can stay near the mountain, then I can climb the mountain to stay with you.

One day we can like all we do, you like what I like, and the other way around..

Everything will be OK, won’t it?

Hopefully yes, because 3 years are not a jiffy, it takes a long long time, and it is no longer ‘witing tresno jalaran ra ono sing liyo’. What I feel is more more that that. It is more than a common love. You are so special, like today….very very special, for me.

Thank you because you accept me, all things inside me, without wanna change everything. Me is me, you are you. To become together doesn’t mean to be the same. And we know for sure, we have the same thing. And the only same thing is our love. I love you, you love me.

I don’t know what will happen in the next years, because a long long road is waiting us to pass, I just have a hope. a hope that you surely know what it is.

Hopefully we have a happy ending, hopefully I can change everything that should be changed, and I can climb that mountain, mountain where you stand steadily, and we can stand together until the end….