Blossoming flower is all you can see,
Smile is my middle name, they said.
Hesitation and depression is killing inside
I added.

People see what I want them to see,
They watch all I want to show,
And they don't have any idea
what's crawling in me.

It's secret, I said.
Mine is like a super huge labirine
Mine is like a super deep untouched ocean trench,
Mine is the darkest without any single flashlight

Mine is the place you never imagine..