I don't know how to start. I used to be soo cheerful and full of spirit. I have so many passions. I can work all day long, then teach the private course and write the blog or join the writing event at night. I used to be full of energy. But now I feel like I have no energy along the day. I am so sleepy although I sleep for around 10 hours. I don't know whats wrong with my body. I lost my passion in writing and blogging. I feel like wanna go back home and take a long long sleep. I am scared at night and always wake up in sudden. My feelibg is never at ease just like there is a tiger will eat me anytime. I miss my bedroom, the fragrance of my hometown, my mom and my family. I wake up with all the uncovenient feeling and I have no energy. I lost my spirit. I don't know what to do. I am feeling helpless.
I have to encourage myself again. But i have no idea.