Thursday, 31 May 2012

Bed Notes 31.5.12 (galau)

tiduran di kamar sambil nunggu adzan Isya, posisi tidur dengan kaki kiri setengah ditekuk, pake kacamata gaya gayaan khidmat sekali, dan telak saja galau menyusup masuk dari ventilasi, dari lubang rumah cecak di dinding, dari celah celah pintu, merayap mendekat, menjalar dan menyelimuti tak terkecuali. Aku galau...
"galau kenapa??"
"masalah hati.."
"hatimu kenapa?"
"galau..."
"masalah apa??"
"cinta..."
begitu kira2 percakapan antara otak dan batin.
Dan tak bisa dipungkiri kalau aku galauable. Gampang terseret gumpalan galau, terseret di putaran galau, mobat mabit, tersedot lubang hitam bak di angkasa yang biling black hole.
Apalagi sambil denger lagu I won't give up yang dinyanyiin ulang by boice avenue aku donlod dari utup.
"la kok galau yang digalauin apa?"
"itu dia, aku galau kenapa aku galau.."
running a life as youth must have many things to galaued.... Unless you have no heart experience about loving someone.
Aku tu sering sok sok bikin scene galau di kamar. Pagi pagi buka jendela, minum kopi, sandaran di tembok setengah duduk kaki ditekuk...galau...atau malam hari kayak begini, denger lagu2 versi akustik, liat langit langit kamar, minum kopi...galau...di bis, nlesepin headset, denger lagu akustikan, memandang jauh pemandangan di luar lewat kaca bis, meresapi lagunya, galauu....jalan di kegelapan malam turun sendirian dari Pauline atas ke toko Pauline sehabis ngelesi, menikmati suasana Ambarawa di sore hari, meredapi setiap langkah sok sok slow motion...galau...
Ya begini ini hidupku, banyak galau...
But then, galau gives me a lot of inspiration to be written, it's worth-writing.
As long as my galau is not too much, not destroyong but giving inspiration, everything would be okay, my life is gonna be alright for sure lah...
Galau....it is needed

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