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Only God knows how much..

Only God knows how I want..

But He knows so well what’s the best for us.

What if this ends up like this?

Something I will keep in mind is, the time I spent with you never be regret,

Every single moment we experienced together will never pull out of my mind..

Every problem we could get through together will always be a lesson for me..

Because what I believe is the happy moments were many more than the sad moments in these 4 years,

And I have to be so grateful and thankful then

If we have to break up for the sake of both of us, then I will try to accept no matter how hard it would be,

I don’t know yet what that sake is anyway,

Because something I always want is the otherwise,

But I know the possibility we have is the other way around,

The idea comes up in my mind that I may be not that good enough for you,

No matter how hard I effort,

But I can’t forget that by your side for these 4 years means a lot for me, to develop myself in many ways, to be better time by time, to change myself, you are even one of my motivations to wear heejab!

I will never forget all things we have done, every memorize we have, every sweet moment we aim,

Talking like we have broken up, but although I never want it, it seems to be the best solution for both of us..

I will not tell about your bad, because you are not bad. I will not tell about you faults, because we both have.

I just want to say that I appreciate you as someone that have ever made me totally happy, swept out of your kindness, made me falling in love, and this may be the time to fall out of love.

I will not forget your family as well, because they are so nice,

Something I try to believe is once we have a brave to start something, then we should prepare to accept the end of this, no matter it would be happy or sad ending..

It is not our failure, because we had successfully had a good relationship for 4 years! We could pass every trouble, we could accept just the we are, we could love each other for that long..

It is just how we should stop and move on by our own. It is just how we try to find out the best although I don’t know what’s the best of that ‘the best’

Love can’t be killed that easy like we decide to end all things we have begun, but the pain will be healed as time goes by…

Always pray that someone we love will always live his life the best, get the best, do the best, live the best.. and so do I..

That’s all

12.09.2011 21:21 PM