Friday, 14 January 2011

have found him, haven't I?

In this life, I have found the one I love with my fully heart..
I realize and surely know that so difficult for me, for us to fit in each other, when I want to be listened, he didn’t listen to me, When I need him, He didn’t know that I need him.
I hardly deny, there are a lot of things we should fix to being such a harmony.
I know that it is impossible to figure out the person like what is in our imaginary, about a perfect person in physical and attitude as well.
I can not try out person to person to find the one that has the same appearance whit “picture” in my mind. Something that I need to do, and so does he is to understand each other.
Honestly, it is the most difficult part in our relationship. About trust, I can trust him, and I am sure that he trusts me, too. But about understanding, We need much time to can really understand each other.
He said, “I am trying to understand you.”, you know, like what I am doing right now on, yes, difficult to understand you, dear….
We have such a different world with a huge ravine between us. You stay there, and I live here, need effort to can meet up and across that ravine, but it doesn’t mean that we can not do that, one day we will hug all day long, I will see your face when you awake in the morning, I’ll hold you tightly when you are broken down, and I will not let you broken down… because I am beside you all the time.
Every person has their own idea, imaginary, pretension, I do have a willing to make it reality, well, we have a long log path and road we should pass in front , many wishes is waiting to reach, but I am grateful, I have found him, with all his weaknesses, kindness, and love.
The only thing we should do, just keep it, don’t let anything destroy it, strengthen it, and make our fantasy, our dream being reality…. Oneday…

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